He Sleeps In the Ruins
Fandom: SPN/RPS crossover
Summary: It’s over and there’s nothing left but ghosts to haunt Sam.
Rating: NC-17
Characters: Sam/Jensen, implied Sam/Dean; Christian Kane, OCs
Word Count: ~23,280
Warnings: slash (male/male), sexual scenes, mild scenes of touching in the no-no places by evil persons, mild violence and scenes of torture, mildly midly implied incest
Notes: AU – Jensen never filmed Supernatural/Supernatural was never made.
Major major major thanks to la_folle_allure. This fic would not be as good or as long (is that a good thing?) or as awesome without her brilliant ideas and cheerleading. ♥♥ forever, babe. And thanks to andirealized for reassuring me, as always, that my stories are not crap.
And I still find it funny that I am writing stories rated higher than my own age, :).

Split into five parts due to size.

( There are minutes when he can see right, where it all comes into focus and there is this one moment when noise bursts in the door and he has to look up. And he’s there. Like he never left at all. )

i don't remember hell
*7% - sunna
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: PG
Characters: Dean, Bobby, Ellen. (Sam/Dean, if you squint at the end)
Word Count: ~2320
Warnings: coda fic for 2.21, All Hell Breaks Loose, Part 1. So, major spoilers. mild Wincest.
Author’s Notes: ♥ ♥ goes out to milesfromwhere, who - without her squealing and handholding and prompting and mini-betas - this fic would be horrible and I would want to kill it.
( Summary under cut, just to be safe )

( The air is warm. Smells like pine trees and old wood. )

use me just to make your body feel right*
*god killed the queen – louis xiv
Fandom: Supernatural (Slash)
Summary: They like to call him puppy. Sam doesn’t mind. [AU; hooker!Sam]
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: ~5,300
Pairings: Sam/Dean, Sam/OMCs
Warnings: prostitution, incest, slash, sexual scenes, language, mention of bondage and blood
Author’s Notes: *head desk* wow, I can’t believe I wrote this. It’s like, whoah, not me. Because it involves porn and stuff that makes me think way too much about how young I and how I haven’t done anything remotely sexual. But, here I am, with this fic, giving it to you. Enjoy it, dammit.

Much much much thanks to unamaga for the cheerleading, hand-holding and betas. *KISSES* Also, she thought of calling Sam puppy, so she wins!

( The first time is all awkward angles and bated breath. Sam never finds out the guys name, but he feels every part of him imprinted into his body. He knows the searing ache won’t leave him for days. )

You can hold her hand and show her how you cry*
*coconut skin – damien rice
Fandom: Supernatural (Stanford era; implied Sam/Dean)
Summary: …as time went on, we wondered if Sam was lying to us – it seemed he like he was born right there under the California sun… An old friend from Stanford recounts the days when Sam graced the ocean side.
Rating: PG-13
Characters: Sam, Jess, OCs [implied Sam/Jess; Sam/Dean]
Word Count:~2,700
Warnings: implied incest
Author’s Notes: n'aww, this was fun. ♥
written for spn_outsidepov. prompt: a classmate of Sam's before of after he leaves Stanford

Feedback is appreciated! =D

( ...he came in quiet and surreal, fitting safely between everyone even though he told us he had never really had a home and didn’t really know the scene. )

if you knew i was dying, would it change you
*i can barely breathe - manchester orchestra
coda houses of the holy | sam/dean | pg

( when the dark flood came, we wrapped ourselves inside a dirty blanket )

So, it's a day early for her fic, but I won't be around tomorrow! So here's fic!

You keep on telling me these pretty little lies
*Hey Teacher - Louis XIV
Summary: That tape Sam burned? Yeah, he knew it was going to bite him in the ass one day.
Fandom: Supernatural (Sam/Dean)
Rating: PG-13 (for much language)
Word Count: approx. 1380
Characters: Sam, Dean, OMC
Warnings: Wincest and a really pissy Sam
Author’s Notes: for the loveliest of the love, mf_luder_xf on the most glorious event of her birthday! much much much much much love and best wishes! ♥

( When Sam was fifteen, he ruined Dean’s favorite Metallica tape. )

it’s kind of wonderful
Prompt: #4 first snowfall (spn_hols)
Fandom: Supernatural (Sam/Dean)
Rating: PG
Word Count: approx. 470
Warnings: schoompy wincest
Author’s Notes: ack. Mel, i blame YOU for all this schoomp. seriously, my angst is slowly deteriorating.

( It could’ve been hours he sat there, watching all the brick and pavement and browns and gray’s get covered with the snow, until Dean finally found him. )

Build my walls up, concrete castle*
*Down by Something Corporate
Summary: [Season 1: Bloody Mary] Dean wants to know why Sam used him.
Fandom: Supernatural (Sam/Dean)
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 816
Characters: Sam, Dean
Warnings: implied Wincest
Author’s Notes: Part of the Headlights, Highways ‘verse; read in order.

1. Headlights, Highways (Your Life Collides With Mine)
2. We don't need anything or anyone
3. I'd like to say the things I could never say to your face

(  “How could you lead me on like that, Sam?” Dean whispered. “If you’ve loved her this whole time, then why’d you fuck me, huh?”  )

I’d like to say the things that I could never say to your face*
* Beside Me by Forty Foot Echo
Summary: [Season 1: Pilot – pre-Wendigo] It’s been a few days since the Lady in White in Jericho, a few hundred miles since California and one quiet trip since Jess.
Fandom:: Supernatural (Sam/Dean)
Rating: NC-17
Characters: Sam, Dean
Word Count: 2039
Warnings: Wincest, male/male, sex
Author’s Notes: Part of the Headlights, Highways ‘verse; read in order.

1. Headlights, Highways (Your Life Collides With Mine)
2. We don’t need anything or anyone


( 'I need this,' Sam whispers, his voice hoarse and cracked. 'Just – I need it.' )

Cont’d: Build my walls up, concrete castle

I haven't done one of these in a while... definitely better than the last ones, IMO.

Title: Pure Morning
Summary: day's dawning, skin's crawling... pure morning (Pure Morning by Placebo)
Medium: Photoshop Elements 3.0, downloaded brushes, Supernatural pictures, journal picture
Inspiration: the song and fanart by Anica
Warnings: implied Sam/Dean
Author's Notes: lyrics you see belong to Placebo, brushes belong to many different people in which I have no time to name right now (one day, I will make a list, ONE DAY).
Time: 2 hours 

a friend in need is a friend indeed; a friend who bleed's is better

I've also made icons from the fanart! 

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